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Chains Are Broken

2010-12-27T00:25:00.006+08:00

Leaves are falling down, on the beautiful ground,
I heard the story of a simple man.
I said the waves are blowing down, such a beautiful sound,
So you better feel the place.

Season holiday, sighting by the bay,
She helps me find a way.
Thoughts swing like merry-go-round, the mind could randomly sound,
The mystical answer found.
Desirous situation undergoes condensation,
Result of chemical reaction.
Temptation seems delicious, how to be conscious,
Struggle ain't gracious.

Smooth body texture, soft lips moisture,
Contact is wildly tactual.
Also, gorgeous hair, skin that's healthily fair,
Is it love or affair?
Hardly stop the lust feast, conscience is decreased.
Who can save the beast?
Just the mighty Saviour's grace, when it falls upon my face,
I'm so amazed.

Salvation that's free, I no longer have to flee,
Heaven filled with glee.
It's the truth for the city with emotion so wealthy,
To gain back sanity.

Kill Hatred with Love

2010-11-30T14:46:00.000+08:00

Her disappointment on you,
Gulps your soul and weaken your will.
Concern failed, it was the carelessness revealed,
Blaming yourself doesn’t help or kill.

At least that’s how guilt work.
You so care how she cares,
So shame on you, the mistake maker.
How much does she mean to you exactly?

You see, you don’t get a clue and that’s ironic.
All I know that you would think of her everyday,
She might have been in your heart.
Please, only Heaven knows.

She hates you, that’s the end of the story,
Perhaps she will love you tomorrow however,
You just have to love her forever.
Hatred won’t stay, maybe love too.

You just need to work it out!
Show more your care, young man,
As people don’t care how much you know or do
Until they know how much you care…

I’m so sorry for you. :(

Making Choices

2010-10-26T14:07:00.001+08:00

Life goes on, stars still shine, moon still shy.
We do have right, to choose among choices.
Hate or love, give and forgive or never.

Emotion too, sad or happy, calm or crazy.
We are tiny but we are able to tune the frequency.
Life is tough when it goes pessimistically.

Love yourself without self-pampering,
Love itself shall satisfy.
Life is short, smile as you can,

You can make a difference.

Clouds Fall From The Sky

2010-09-13T10:30:00.000+08:00

My emotion, it was elastic
Shocked my spine with electric
And the stars, they are all aligned
I've got to get the right sign

So when the emotion gets dependent
Then I know I've much to learn
My conscience ain't so serious
Leave that feeling wildly luscious

In the dark, for a while now
I can't stay, much longer
Being struck down by sanity
How do you think that’s unworthy

The mind sees wrong vision
What is your definition
I guess I can no longer move
Not if I’ve found the truth

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On the corner of main street
Just trying to keep it in line
You say you wanna move on and
You say I’m falling behind
Can you read my mind

Or should I get along with myself
I never did get along with everybody else
I’ve been trying hard to do what’s right
But you know I can stay here all night
And watch the clouds fall from the sky…

When That Day

2010-07-25T22:28:00.006+08:00

When that day, the flower waves to me

As the sky smiles with me,
It is a beautiful coincidence.

Sweet arrangement, good Lord!

In fact, I never have known you enough,
Just like the stars above, neither do they.

Yet, it’s unlikely to grant,
One of my most extravagant wishes,
When you say nothing at all.

But I do dare myself to
Cling on to temperate and lovely fantasy,
My sole regret is that I forgot how to make it real.

When the dawn loses its gloom,
It gains light.

For Heaven’s sake, when you lose it, you gain,
If we would believe the same faith,

And if you haven’t found me,
I would have found you…

Crossroad Always

2010-06-22T13:26:00.007+08:00

Things change. The only thing that remains unchanged is the fact that the world is always changing.

Renovation of people mind, revolution, renewal of principles and philosophies turn the world. People get conception from what they have gone through. Empiricism, we name it. Most of the people are somehow more or less empirical. For an example, when we get hurt by a desperately disappointing relationship, we lose our soul, almost. Then we learn a lesson and we probably gain some wits on protecting ourselves. We temporarily shut our door for a cooling period of resilience.

If we depend on ourselves and our own experience, we will have wasted a lot of time going through different kind of incidents in order to know just what is good and what is not good, ‘never try, never know’, some say. In fact, this is subjective and mostly depending on personal axiology. Let’s see through decision theory as well. Most of decision theory is normative or prescriptive, i.e., it is concerned with identifying the best decision to take, assuming an ideal decision maker who is fully informed, able to compute with perfect accuracy, and fully rational. The practical application of this prescriptive approach (how people actually make decisions) is called decision analysis, and aimed at finding tools and methodologies to help people make better decisions. Besides, people usually do not behave in ways consistent with axiomatic rules, often their own, leading to violations of optimality.

In my opinion, the influence and guidance for me in decision making is the Word of God. http://xin-kun.blogspot.com/2009/12/blue-print.html Well, as we know, we can do many things indeed but not all things are beneficial. ‘Beneficial’ is again subjective to different groups of people. It’s all about your core values that you hold on to, in your life. Why would we study? It’s to work. Why do we work? To sustain life. Why sustaining life? To enjoy life or to do something great or to live the life to the fullest, this has become our ultimate goal isn’t it? In this generation, people are moving towards a better life in term of comfort and materialism. This is a factual trend. Honestly, what can really satisfy a person soul, deep inside him/her heart? Money can do it pretty well but it does not last too long. Love is the key. Then, how do you define ‘love’? What is love? http://xin-kun.blogspot.com/2009/11/leaving-earth.html

I’ve always been thinking. Hmm... After all these, my intention is to make you think too as you always deserve the better and the best! Sometimes, we are just reluctant to find out and believe. Most of the time, we are tend to stay in our comfort zone, forgetting what’s happening outside the world. Anyway, we should have a clear vision towards our lives, our mission might change from time to time but the vision should not be often changing. If you yet to have one, you’ve got to find it! It might take years but when you’ve found it, your life will no longer be the same. Take your time, my dear friends. http://xin-kun.blogspot.com/2009/09/revealed-thought.html

By the way, I’ve been greatly encouraged and touched by sis Joy Wee's response who loses 5 of her family members in a car crash few days ago. http://www.chinapress.com.my/content_new.asp?dt=2010-06-23&sec=malaysia&art=0623mb30.txt http://www.kwongwah.com.my/news/2010/06/19/40.html She has been so strong and courageous. She proclaims, “I believe in God.” Hope of eternity in Heaven and strong Faith get her standing. http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Isaiah+55&version=NIV

What is your faith? Hold on to it.

Nice to read, indeed.

Blackout At Midnight

2010-05-05T03:42:00.010+08:00

Some days ago, I experienced a blackout.

Oh well, when it’s dark, one of your senses – sight is off, and you could probably get focused on something else. That is the reason why people get their eyes closed when they eat something really scrumptious. As on the spur of the moment, the neuron system seems to be specially dedicated to the taste bud, do its endeavor on processing every possibly received data in detail. The same thing goes to hearing, for when the audiophiles listen to a high-end speaker/headphone, they close their eyes and they most probably don’t eat. The passion is burning and at last they smile beautifully.

The wonderful indulgence and self-complacence almost certainly will make your day! =D

Oh yea, I have another ‘poem’(not really) to share which I randomly wrote during that blackout. =P

Blackout!
Out of electricity at midnight!
The atmosphere turns so numb.
Well, I love writing lately
Because it’s neutral.
However my heart can’t be that neutral.
There’s always feeling within.
When the darkness takes over,
It seems lonely.
The clock is ticking, I can even hear that.
You know what, you appear in my mind.
Eh, you are full with shine.
That’s pretty strange,
More than I could ever explain.
I bet you have no clue, so do I.
Haha! Told you, it’s blackout. How could I know?
My mind is somehow working with electricity.
As you look into my eyes, I get some electric feel
And it starts functioning.
Amazing huh? I guess so.
Anyway, you always undesignedly make me smile,
But you don’t like I smile as if you’re a fool?
Heh, and I know how to sing ‘Smile’ now.
Hmmmm…
Eh yea, I miss you.

I quite love this. ♥
It was written with my hp spontaneously that time.

I guess I have many else things to write and I probably will get a new blog with different genre of articles! Not to mention, sincere thanks to every reader of my blog all these while. It has been a great encouragement for me! Teeehee! :D

Someone With Red Bean

2010-05-01T17:20:00.000+08:00

Finally, the feeling of missing someone ends.
When I meet someone
In that place.
I smile and someone Smile, graciously.

Oh! Familiar yet unfamiliar.

Our conversation is gentle and polite.
Where have you been huh, Chemistry?
I think I forget, how to make an effervescence.
Well, someone used to teach me a little.

In fact, we’re both grown old.

Chemoreceptor turns insensitive,
or Chemical is futile,
I don’t know either.
Or do we accidentally ignite something?

But I could hardly recall.

You know… I need Hope
More than that temporary reaction.
Anyway, Someone, please let me Know,
If you've been trying as I do.

I would be very gratified...

Khalil Fong – Red Bean

Then finally, the feeling of missing someone
Starts all over again,
When someone and I are set apart.
Before that, we manage to hug, formally.

Awww… I really love to hug now.

Actually, I’m grateful.
At least, someone has never
Ruined my castle in the air.
Perhaps One day and perhaps not.

As ‘one day’ is never known.

When You Travel Alone

2010-04-23T12:43:00.001+08:00

I'm back to hometown! I'm gonna tell you what I do when I travel alone, in the bus.
7++hours journey. I listen to music, I pray, I read the Bible using my hp, I sleep. Hmmm.. However, since I have got my own laptop, I watch drama, Autumn's Concerto (下一站,幸福), also known as Next Stop, Happiness. It’s nice. In fact, there is some elements which are not biblical. Guard your heart. =)

The interesting thing is that I even write ‘poem’ and I gonna show you the two poems I wrote in the bus during two separate travel, at night.

1^st During CNY

It’s again a night.
Stars, how do you get your light?

I’m moving fast,
in a bus.

Getting tired
but my heart is still sounded.

Grateful for able to think,
Somehow, we’ve got the link.

I recall the compliment you like,
A graceful girl that catches all sight.

Tonight will be the night that I fall,
You are the reason for all.

You win over my soul
but the temperature turns low

Darling would you cold?
I’m ready for you to hold.

You’re running on my mind
Could we rest to enjoy wine?

Stories to tell are plentiful.
You’ve just made the long night wonderful.

As you’re the source of my inspiration.

2^nd During Sem-Break

Sleepless.

When I see the lamp poles pass by,
The light is not so bright
but it lights up the path
Just like your Presence in my life.

When I see the cities and I see the trees.
Difference is there
but it’s the same
If I have You with me.

When I see cars travelling,
I feel the distance
but anyway
We can have Displacement

When I see the sky,
the moon is half.
It’s an imperfect full-moon
But we can name it a Perfect half-moon.

And at last when I see, I see nothing.
Darkness is present. Somehow,
As light would possibly reach and penetrate,
I see Hope.

I thank God for every safe journey.
Huh? Who is so lucky to be my gf? Oh, I’m single. xD
Hmmm.. Wish everyone has nice journey in every travel.

Love is sweet, grace is sweet and sweet is the sound. ^^

Kejiwangan

2010-04-13T01:07:00.000+08:00

It's another day.

People soundly get into wonderland
After whirling around the daily routine.
Oh well, do you know,

Time significantly changes a man's thought
Just like the day and the night are dramatically contrast.
Mighty sunlight gives hope to pursue dream.
However, when gloominess gulps the shine,
People are sad and happy. God just let it be.
The deviation is obvious.
Senses turn numb yet seize hold of control.
Especially when the night is getting silence
and when my prayers are done, I start missing you...
And that's the perfect reward for myself.

By Jerry. It had been a while since I last wrote these stuff~ xD